Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Working for Peanut

Well, it's been quite a full couple of weeks, with lots happening and the busyness doesn't look like it will let up any time soon.

This past weekend, Aaron and I moved into our new place: a duplex about two blocks from the sunken gardens. Moving went better than I thought it would, as we had a tremendous amount of help from both our families. We're slowly getting the place put together and figuring out where to put things. Pretty soon we're going to buy a new tv and actually getting cable, which we're both pretty excited about. The first floor alone of our new place is the same size as our entire apartment was. It's nice to feel like we're actually in a home now and to have some space. Also quite nice to be out of living in a basement, haha.

Since graduating, Aaron and I have just been working. I started my new job once again doing retail, though this time more specifically I'm working as a bridal registry consultant. The job is actually pretty enjoyable, it consists of talking to people and making things look pretty which are two things I enjoy.

However, more importantly on the work front, I got hired to teach summer school last week. I was really surprised when the district called me, because normally LPS doesn't hire someone to teach summer school unless they're already a teacher in the district. But there they were last week, calling me to come in and interview to teach creative writing. Apparently the person who was supposed to teach it had to back out. A few months ago I had an interview with the woman who does all the hiring for secondary education in the district. When she heard from the department that runs summer school that they needed someone, she sent them my file with her interview notes and a recommendation that they hire me for the position. So I went in and interviewed with them and they immediately offered me the job. I'm pretty excited because this is a great way to get my foot in the door with the district and the fact that I was recommended for the job definitely gives a boost of confidence. Now I just need to plan! Also, yesterday I received my Nebraska teaching certificate, so as far as paperwork is concerned, I'm fully licensed to be a teacher of English for grades 7-12. No matter what, Aaron and I just know that everything we're doing is for peanut and to give them a good life.

In baby news, I am currently in my 16th week.

















On Monday I had an appointment with my midwife, Jill. This was a pretty quick one, just a checkup to make sure everything is on track. So far I've gained 10 pounds (yikes!) so I'm up to 135 and peanut is now the size of the palm of my hand. I got to hear the heartbeat again--a nice, strong 143 beats per minute. This time Jill was able to find it almost immediately as my uterus as moved more up into my abdomen. Right now the top of it is about 2 inches below my belly button. I asked Jill if it was normal that I'm not really showing (though I still contend that I have an itty bitty teeny tiny bump) since everyone keeps telling me that they would never guess I'm pregnant. She told me that yes, it's perfectly normal and that some women don't start showing until they're 20 or 24 weeks.

My next appointment is in one month and it will be the one where we get to learn peanut's gender--though I'm pretty sure Aaron and I will just keep calling them peanut.

Monday, May 10, 2010

sort of the start of summer, though it certainly doesn't feel like it

Last week I finished student teaching and my undergraduate career. It's kind of hit me, kind of not.
















Thursday was my last day of student teaching. We had a pretty epic food day in Women's Literature and all my English 10 students pitched in and bought pizza. They also all signed cards for me, my favorite one saying "Ms. Ball, sorry I'm such a bad kid. Good luck with teaching though." haha. Also on Thursday I finally told my students that I'm pregnant. The Women's Lit class was adorable, they all started squealing and cheering and I think one or two got a tear in their eye. Then I told them about pregnancy and what I've been doing and they asked me about my decision to use a midwife. It was really moving to see how interested and excited they all were.
















Saturday was graduation, I now officially hold a Bachelor of Arts in English and a Bachelor of Science in Secondary Education. Aaron also graduated and now has a Bachelors of Journalism in Broadcasting. So now we'll begin the job hunt. Unfortunately there aren't very many openings for high school English teachers, but fortunately there are other things I can do with a teaching degree and having a BA on top of that certainly helps. Regardless, I did at least get a new part time job, once again doing retail, so at least I do have some money coming in.































After the graduation ceremony our families went out to Buzzard Billy's after which Aaron and I started packing up to move to our new place. We got the keys this Tuesday and I've been cleaning away, getting the place ready for us to move in. I love looking at peanut's room and imagining sitting in there with him or her, looking out the window and rocking in our recliner. We'll probably start moving some furniture in Thursday or Friday night once Aaron and I are off work.


Speaking of peanut, here's what he or she looks like about now:

















I have just started my 14th week, and I think I'm starting to get the ittyist, bittyist, tiniest bit of a baby bump. It's a little hard to tell, because it could just be that I'm gaining weight. However, the area between my hipbones is definitely sticking out a little more than usual. I'm excited to really have a full-fledged bump and be able to see the proof that peanut is all snuggled up in me.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Mother's Day




















My mommy and me, April 1987.

Happy Mother's Day everyone. This year is the first time I am really realizing just how much love goes into being a mother (though of course I've always known my mom loves me). I just already love peanut so much and already know I would do anything to protect them and make them feel safe and loved--even though I know that no matter how hard I try, they'll still get hurt and feel scared and experience all the other unpleasantness in life, and that crushes me. I love the relationship my mom and I share and I hope I can be as wonderful of a mom as she is to me.















Mom and I, July 2009